precipice.

i am about to be unemployed for an undetermined amount of time.

i am about to go shopping with money that i don't have.

i am about to can yellow cherry tomatoes from my garden.

i am about to squable with my chickens. this will happen on many mornings.

i am about to drink in the afternoon.

i am about to finish sewing my summer (now: fall) skirt.

i am about to knit while watching the complete first season of the OC.

i am about to write more and read a lot.

i am about to teach myself to silk screen and make t-shirts with my own designs.

i am about to sit at a diner counter and eat eggs with the old men on tuesday morning.

i am about to send out coverletter after coverletter with my fingers crossed.

i am about to experiment with muscle relaxors and bourbon.

i am about to make jam.

i am about to take more photographs.

i am about to pull the shades and cry often and pitifully into my unmade bed.

you are about to hear from me more often.